The belly of the whale...

It's a hard place to be. I feel for Jonah. His Old testament trials have certainly been experienced by many since the creation of the world. Self-doubt. Anxiety. Pleading. Despair beyond belief. I can imagine why he felt like running away when he received a call from the Lord that seemed impossible. I can imagine the courage and faith it took for Jonah to face his calling and jump off the ship into the roiling ocean waters. I'm sure his time spent in the belly of a whale were prayerful, humbling and extremely difficult. But also a time of teaching and blessings.

We have had our own 'belly of the whale' days around here the past few months. Even though we knew that the Lord was in charge, sometimes the experience was heavy indeed. Very difficult. We have thwarted Satan only because of many, many prayers, fasting, temple attendance and scriptures. And hours upon hours of talking. I have seen Rustin grow more than ever before. More than I knew was possible. As have I. I know that the Lord loves us and that He does indeed have a plan for each of His children.

I am happy to say that Rustin is now walking on dry land. The sun is rising and there is a promise of peace,love and hope in the future. Rustin was sustained and ordained as the bishop of our ward today. It doesn't seem overwhelming. In fact, in comparison to the last few months, nothing seems overwhelming. We have had an outpouring of peace. I know that all is right with the world today and I can't thank all those who have helped us so much these past few months. We still need you and we love you.